Friday, January 28, 2011

Can breathe again...

So Thankful, Grateful, blessed beyond words...that is how I am feeling this morning, with a little bit of sadness, and a little case of the whys thrown in. I am so happy to have a diagnoses and for it to be one we are already familiar with, not to mention the best possible outcome of what it could of been. I am going to be honest here for a minute,I am a little sad, mad and frustrated that my children have to go through this. YES I know it could be much worse, YES I know that I need to count my blessings, YES I know that this is not the end of the world...but I can not stop the momma in me from wanting to take it away from them. For them to not even know the word epilepsy and what it means, for them to not be scared, or have to take daily medication. But this is our life and we will settle into a new routine, and we will take care of business. Tyler is being a man about it, and by that I mean he is not talking about it, says he isn't scared when he clearly is, and acting as if everything is normal, like I said he is being a man about it.HAHA I know when he is ready he will ask questions and want to talk about it, and we will be here when he is ready. So last night I went to Zumba, with a new friend.....and wow, after hearing the good news, jamming and dancing my tail off to some great music I felt soo much better! It was a great night!! and if you have never tried zumba you should....it is full of laughing, dancing, twisting the hips, and just having a overall great time!! Tonight Tyler has a jump rope performance at a basketball game, it is always so fun to see them jump, nerve racking but fun! so stay tuned for some video clips to come... IT feels so good to be able to breathe again...

3 comments:

Deeds said...

I have half a mind to make the hubs drive me to TN just to give you a hug. I'm so happy that it was the best diagnosis and I'm sure he'll ask questions sooner rather than later. But luckily you have those answers already there.

Natalie said...

Sooooooooo happy!

Your kids are so lucky to have you as their mama!

Kari said...

Thank you Dianne...the thought is super sweet!! It would be nice to visit with you...hows the leg??

and Natalie thanks for the kind words, I have great kiddos and I am the lucky one to be their momma!!